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Blue Bells
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The bluebells pine a long lost time a long lost rhyme/ poet. Blue bells chime under the sun beam light a time for deep blue neon passion to sutler under moon light. Come cool blue night light under the sky’s at night, stars twinkle stars shoot all I need is L.O.V.E times are & can be heavy & hard but no one ever said life wouldn’t be this way, all we must do is strive for enlightenment & light the fires of hopefulness, lay down on the beds of bluebells & see in our eyes the colours of this world, speak with true tongue & bear your soul to the lord his father & his mother & you will be saved.

Twenty things to do before I die

1:Get drunk more.
2:Get layed more.
3:Die my hear green & red.
4:Go to Iceland.
5:Get married 8 times.
6:Win the lottery 8 times.
7:Where a set of women's underwear stockings
suspenders the lot.
8:Make some one happy.
9:Cover myself in gold paint from head to toe over every inch.
10:Go hand gliding.
11:Sell my soul to the devil.
12:Travel across many more seas.
13:Dress in a full Boba Fett suit.
14:Get a blow job in a grave yard.
15:Survive a plain crash unskaved with out a scratch.
16:Travel to the moon & back in a giant lemonade bottle.
17:Find the cure for cancer.
18:Become a holy saint.
19:Physically travel through time & space .
20:Die & be reincarnated.

The Meaning Of Life by MONTY PYTHON

Good “evening” ladys and gentelman here’s a little number I
tossed-up recently in the Carabian,
Isn’t it orfly nice to have a penis.. isn't it frightfully good to have a dong.. it’s swell to have a stiffy it’s divine to own a dick, from the tiny little todger too the worlds biggest prick, so three cheers for your willy or john tomas, hooray for your one eyed trouser snake...your piece of pork, your wife’s best friend, your pursy or your cock, you can rap it in ribens, you can slip it in your sock, don’t take it out in public or they will stick you in the dock, and you won’t, get, out..!

Lyrics From MONTY PYTHON’S THE MEANING OF LIFE

When ever life gets you down and things seem hard or tough and people are stupid, obnoxious or daft and you feel that you’ve had quite enough. Just remember that you are standing on a planet that’s evolving/revolving 900 miles an hour, orbating at 90 miles a second (so it’s reconed) a sun that’s the sours to all our power, the sun, you and me and all the stars that we can see are moving at a million miles a day, in an outer spiral arm at 40 thousend miles an hour, of a galaxy we call the Milky Way. Our galaxy its self contained 100 billion stars, it’s 100 thousand light years side to side, it bulges in the middle 16 thousand light years thick, but out by us it’s just 3 thousand light years wide, we are 30 thousand light years from galactic central point, we go round 200 million years and our galaxy is only one of millions of billions in this amazing and expanding univers. The univers its self keep on expanding and expanding in all direction it can wiz, as fast as it can go the speed of light you know, 12 million miles a minute and that’s the fastest speed there is, so remember when you are feeling very small and insignificant, how amazingly unlikely is your birth and pray that there’s intelligent life some where up in space because there’s buger all down here on earth.

A BIRTHDAY ODE from a dear friend

DEAN IS A DOOD WITH AN AFRO AND A BEARD
HE’S USUALLY STRANGE AND OFTEN WEIRD
HE PAINTS COOL PICTURES FROM HIS HEAD
HE’S FUN TO GO OUT WITH IT HAS TO BE SAID
HE LOVES HIS BEER, WOMEN AND SMOKE
HE’S MY MATE AND HE’S ONE TOP BLOKE

How much we need to understand the road that any suffering person walks. If we do not walk that way how grateful our hearts should be and how full of continued strength. With a mind that perceives that suffering could be ours, let us hold out a helping hand to all. Let us place ourselves ever beside, never above another for one day it may be we who have to take the lowest place.

Found to be paranoid one two three.

I go to very many different places in my mind I seem To live in my dreams.
I go to many levels in my dreams there are many different types of architecture, colour heights, times, shapes, people, places & sights.

Fake
Fulls
Poor
Destitute
Despair
Disappoint
Meaning
Ment
Method
Metaphor
Mental
Philosophy
Past
Present
Future.

jealousy comes through in me dreams I am heartless in my nightmares i am faithless in it all.

mind blind time
pine climb stagger tope
rope hope
pope right wrong
con ton
strange
add
enhance deviate
program rammed.

Happy days personal pains plan bright blue shinny days.

I fear fear I stare stare at fear.
Look @ the globe. See through personal pain nothing in life is too bad seek help for personal gain sometimes more than often you can find serious & or if not inspiration from others/ every friend, true friends are hard to find they come less than an often blue moon.

Dear God I know not! Dear God? “What do I know”? he says.

I am out of the circle I am I am I am I am I am, I am I am I am I am I am I am I am, I am I am I am I am I am not, I am not I’m not I am not I’m not I am not I’m not what?! I am obsessive I am not possessive I am bright but dim also, I am happy yet not so happy I am dispossessed yet I own a small country’s debt, I am well yet un-healthy as well I am strong yet I’m a pussy cat also I am obsessive & possessive & I have had a temper also, I am colourful but yet still pale.

It's all about "ME" isn't it

I’m H.A.P.P.Y I’m H.A.P.P.Y I know I am I’m sure I am I’m H.A.P.P.Y, I’m, I’m, ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME.

Statement

The insanity... no one really knows! no one really knows! do they?!

Hearing voices deep inside, hear voices man dose because man has a voice, stick up & say anything you wish to say, I know every things ok, smart polite & a hole bundle of fun laugh & be merry joyful all creatures you can be, there is there always will be there fourth go to & seize & conquer all you can see, be smart opt out you don’t need it laying about, man insanity & all he can see can be ill detected, ill mismanaged & lonely, back straight hold your your head up high & cry iii.

Don’t masquerade as a shadow of your self, say what you’ve got to say & may be you wont be left in the dark, or may be you will

Dosn't mater whether you believe in superstition or not those that do will still affect you in this world.

Supposing you don’t know & supposing you would want to know, there are billions of neutrinos going through your body as you read this which have been ejected from the sun at this moment, only if your reading this at night in which case your alright..!

Los Alamos.

Have you ever felt so down you think of suicide, but decide it may be too painful. I am sure when you slip away it ends but there is doubt in the minds of men. What purpose are we here for? What cause to what effect to the end of all no doubt?! Like the anxt of a teen I some times feel mean. Can this be solved with meds? Can this be solved with truth.?It for me can all be solved with a bit of L.O.V.E. No more anxt should there be felt with love. So what can be itchy feet, a kind of feeling you have to make a move & scratch?!. To the future I get told to look. Backwards I make my way through every melee, will I be scared when it is my time to go to the executioner, how will it end heaven, hell, pain, peace? I feel scared yet I do not do myself harm I feel cut-up I must be emotional I have lost, I give up you have won I serenader I put my hands up with two fingers at the set up. Emotional days lonely nights I’m getting on ok so far. When will they shut the door, lid, coffin & bury me in the ground to be eaten away down to the bone a corps no zombie state all will be left is my A.R.T’s sake.!?

Full Stop.

Thoughts of tremendous foreboding I am roaming. Sights in the sky so high. Right wrong routine to put on. Slope you’ll go down a slippery slope. Spiral down. Rap Rap Rap goes’ the reaper. Drip Drip Drip goes’ the Tap. As the sands of time never stop until this place there will be dropped a most enormous tab. Blot on the front of your cortex will, it will blind us all no not nostra dam Us all will be doomed like feeling as a paranoid android repeating as a parrot regurgitating puking old effects. There are the signs there are the sights so clearly to see there is your government quite clearly disenfranchising thee. I am here as you are here to see. Oh dear you may say what am I here to see. Surely surely you must see, see quite clearly what you are hear to be. To experience as much as you can possibly experience. To see as much as you can possibly see, hear feel do & conquer. Our old ways must be lost for ever. Injustify violence bigotry you could even pigeon-hole this to be the fault of the confines & constraints of our own doing. This is just & or even poetry with no constraints of reality only the bound skill of the artist & his pen only the constraints of our self’s. Only the lonely may be sad, sad with tears ebb ‘n’ flows the way you possibly goes spits ‘n’ spurts the insanity of your own downfall motion in your own emotions.
BITE ME!

Don’t Watch

T.V rots the mind when all you can see is devil machinery working it’s tricks twisting its photographic imagery how are most of us supposed to concentrate if we're constantly pumped full of doubly stereo sound making us crave ‘n’ want things we don’t need how can we be thought to see clearly, through the screen as we watch the colours of T.V. Unless we watch in black and white in which case we may be alright..

I pray to God!
But dose he answer yes or no?
I hope for a yes but what do I know !?
I pray for an answer but dose he reply yes or no!?
But is it friend or is it foe?
How do I know!
Is it him or is it me?
For I suffer with in me.
Is it friend or is it foe?
am i i am insane!?

I had a friend with schizophrenia, they heard voices such as “your shit”, “who said that”? “I did” now would not that be confusing all of the time if you heard it in your head, voices all of the time.

YOU CAN
ONLY LOOK @ THIS
LIFE THROUGH URE OWN
PERSPECTIVE.

Draw the line
between reality & non-reality
subjective & objective
right & wrong responsibility & irresponsibility!
Black White
Red Blue
Green Yellow
Dark Light
Dull Bright
Bold Pale
Gray Colourful
In Out
Push Shove
Pant Wheez.

My Grandfathers were great.
My Grandmothers were great.
My Grandfather is great.

every one hopes for a good death.

Flys We All End Up As Worms ‘n’ Flys.

Dear God my
heart is not
@ PEACE.

I feel over the hill!

LOVE WITH U
HEART MIND BODY
&
SOUL.

Liberated
&
Free From
Constraint



Liberated
&
Free From
Constraint


Liberated
&
Free From
Constraint.

Am I immature?
Am I self obsessive?
Am I right am I wrong?
I am juxtaposed to what.?
I see I am only one person.
No need to be obsessive, to think it is about time I take responsibility & possibly step/ with it has to be said try to step inside the circle.

Humans can be the most easiest things yet the most difficult.

Humans can be the most constructive yet the most destructive.

Humans are sometimes like bugs.

Humans are mostly bags of water

It’ll still all carry on no mater whether we are here or not.

Inspiration is blowing in the wind.

Remembering something, then this one thing of many is lost I forget it. I’m going to & have got to strengthen the connections in my brain & in my life, it’s not never too late “ my red blood remembers”
I am an artist & I do’no if I believe in one thing except, except what? Except nothing challenge everything.
A completely vague & off the cuff/ probably VAGUEY VAGUENESS Of Vague Thing.

Good Bad

Feel good feeling bad feeling better see ya later see you soon being bad being smart getting out staying in being good from now on, here on taking stock & responsibility.

Reason has beaten me

When things go wrong it may feel as though it is happening to you & you alone.

Love is more than colourful it’s blood red, ruby claret winenee blood, the life force as described in a soul, soul music is love harmony, passion, warmth good health fortune, care, respect centred as one in step on top easy flowing constant in tempo close, then a fruity seductive templed by another discovery: Dixy Mid Night summers runners. Heart felt in touch scweez.

de jeuveu happens because the mind remembers.

People can perpetuate madness for ourself & others.

Life can be subjective but must be lived objectively.

Don’t know everything as not ohmney present or either too sharp/ too bright right, light direction of revolutionary revelation.

We can only rely on the reality in which we are in.

There is no excuse.
There is no excuse to be lacking in information.

take me to the men
in white coats.

I could be described as a few things but never as spam.

I could be described as a many things but never ham.

I could be described as some things but never lanky

No No That
Is Good.

STAGER
STAIR
STARE
STOP
STARE
THE
THEIR
WAY.

FISH
PISH
ZIG
ZAG.

Feeling that for some of us it may be naturally inherant to feel there is a God, yet there is more then probabley not.

NEVER
NOW
THOUGH
BE
FORGOT.
POTATO
ALLIGATO.

I AM NOT
POZEZT.

Do you
think of the
sun @ night?

CAN U
HEAR
URE
OWN
VOICE?

NATURE
NURTURE.

AERO
DYNAMIC.

ARMS
RACE.

“Paranoia is the highest state of awareness!”
Bollocks!
Paranoia is all in the mind & has been noted to me to be recognisable as a disease

"believe friends are like angels who lift us to our feet when our wings forget to fly"

A.R.T
Ar.T
Changing Weather
Changes in the Weather
Weather Changes!

Human Conditions' Through the Mind.

Telepathy The Other Side.

we are all monkeys so I believe in Darwin survival of the fittest/ natural selection & so forth.
If heaven dos not exist?!? Tell this to somebody whom lives in hell!
silence should become me, but it dos’nt, why!?

Do U Know, How Du Know u are really an Atheist, Don’t Know really, Do U?

Why is a good question, when one knows the answer. Why can be a difficult question, when you don’t know the answer.

3 years on from 9/11 & nothing has changed.

29th/September 2003 1:53am feeling ok caught a cold have mouth saws canny get to sleep Love this country God bless the states & her people down with Bush up the anti save us all from ourselves & seeing as i’m the fool hallelujah to u to u & u god bless u as seemed to be a slightly bit sniffly & i’m sure ure gonna sneeze one day soon.

Fish
I Am A
Fish.

May ‘u’ be successful in your art
May ‘u’ create wealth n obtain wealth ureself
May ‘u’ be full of love & kindness
May you be well
May you be happy
May you be peaceful ‘n’ at ease
May beautiful things come to you & I
May we get what we work ‘n’ deserve
May we ‘n’ the people around us fill us full of confidence, competents ‘n’ compassion.

Sat 8th Jan

Dreaming My life Away till the Day that I Die Always Dreaming Always Screaming.

Boxing Day 2004

One of the worst natural disaster in the Indian Ocean a hug tsunami some 200,000 people dead or effected

Jan

@ The Top Suspicious Pessimistic Paranoid @ The Bottom & Heavy!

8/1111:47

Feel like smashing things don’t know why but yet I still feel this way my body itches all over I yearn for substance in my life.

10/11

I am fucking MAD SEE I AM MAD MC SEE.

Donnee let ya mind get stuck in the Rut

Victoria

There is a lamp down my street...
A lonely Victorian lamp with her old gas mains connections long taken out, with her now new electric fittings, she shines on all the people which pass her by...
She used to flicker as though she may have been in distress until a man came to fix her & make her feel her best...
Now she shines bright with her bulb protected from the wind & rain...
On her ornamental curvey ion stick & her tall ornate structure she shines proudly on all people whom pass.
Her old healing colour of a type of racing green, of types...
Her classical column like structure which use to tower over times of past...
Now she’s just another part of an array of common sights, the storys she could tell if she could speak...
Now she is fixed & now she dose not flickr anymore, the service she provides may be took for granted yet still she shines alone on the street were I live, possibly dreaming of times past alone & on her own.

1/1 00:27

A new year it seems the year just departed, was has been so short.

Man hears voices in his head because man has a vocabulary
One Shouldn’t be afraid of death have you lived? I am green, I am selfish, shallow centred & mostly full of shizza

I am
I am
I am.

May be
I do or don’t
I dono

A detriment to my health in the light of day I see it all I’m a monster living in a nightmare

I sit here @ ease the pain I can only look at myself & feel the eventual decay.

Sick To The Back Teeth Of Every Thing or am I Just Pissed.!?

I saw my death bed as a murderer of flight... as a fable of light... as a blind man in big brother... as a poor man in everything... as a unity of nothing flown from the pissed.

CANDY

Love is sweet love is bitter one can’t
find the door with love
cherry love
candy.

I’ve seen myself shot I’ve ill I should have coped the lot I pray I’ve sinned & I’m an under qualified atheist! How’s that? don’t ask me I’ve only lived once.

Phoo
phlooo
floo
froo
the person with no
problems
But
with the
most
I’m
tagged plugged
in to Alfa station
Bravo.

Expose your Soul

When life gets good it only bloody well gets better.

When life gets bad it only bloody well get worse.

Self deprivation day today have nothing left but to torment myself torment myself to insanity.

Empty Thought

Bright sky clear night
Dear heart clear scars
Blind emotion
Colourful horizons
Wonder clear mind
Being mindful
Opening my life for good.

How much we need to understand the road that any suffering person walks. If we do not walk that way how grateful our hearts should be and how full of continued strength. With a mind that perceives that suffering could be ours, let us hold out a helping hand to all. Let us place ourselves ever beside, never above another for one day it may be we who have to take the lowest place.